1. Snakes - I mentioned this yesterday but this almost goes past a fear straight into a phobia. I am petrified of them. I know that most people don't like snakes but mine is absolute hate. I know that they have a purpose, I just haven't found out yet what it is or why we even need them around. Anything that can sneak up on me and then not only bite me, but bite a kill me is too much. They are horrible.
2. Someone Breaking Into My House - I have been scared of this for years now. It started around high school and has never left me. I wouldn't stay home by myself all night until I was 25 years old. I had someone follow me home for a week during high school and I have seen people looking into my windows before and I am completely creeped out by it.
3. I am scared of the effect of TJ not being around and what it will have on Jayden. I am scared that she will one day be mad at me for the situation and want him to be around. I am not scared of doing it without him, We have been doing it without him for 5 years now and we are doing just fine. I have the best support system that I could ever ask for and with everyone's help we make it. I am just scared that she will feel different, like she is missing out on something. I want her to have that bond, that feeling of having a father. I want her to know that her life circumstance may be different from her friends but that she's fortunate and that everyone's family is different but knowing how loved she is and that she didn't miss out on anything.
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